i've had some emotional wrestlings lately. seen some of my failures big time. seen a few joys in the midst. really wrestled with what goes through my mind and weeding out the truth from the lies. this morning while in the shower, i was taking some time to ask God to help me take my thoughts captive and to think on truth. there has been one relationship of late that i have struggled with. not sure where things really stand. repeating once truths to myself and wondering if those are still truths today. again, God help me take my thoughts captive. i was asking God to use this upcoming getaway as a chance to maybe release the lies and cling to the truth. my husband and i are getting away to one of our favorite spots to celebrate our anniversary. we've gone there a couple of times, but 10 years ago was probably the toughest. 10 years ago i had just lost our 3rd baby. i had carried him for 6 weeks and the week before...