did i just get weepy???

this morning i called the florist for 4 small daisy bouquets. as i sat down to write the 4 cards to go with them i actually got a little weepy! i can't imagine that about myself, but i did. then when princess gave each bouqet and card to her 4 preschool teachers i got a little weepy again. what on earth???!??

yes, friends, while i talk big about anticipating full day freedom next year, i apparently am not quite ready. there was the brief moment today of realizing the preschool routine is over. i will no longer see the 4 ladies that have impacted princess in so many ways. they have loved her,played with her, prayed with her, encouraged her, and taught her.

i felt so blessed that God cares so much about her to bless her with awesome teachers. i have no clue how i'll be on friday when she graduates!!!! i thougth i'd be all smiles, but now i'm not so sure.

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Natalie said…

I'll give you a few months of summer and then you'll have a huge smile on your face that first day of school. Some moms around here have parties on the first day of school to celebrate that their last kid has started school. I'm counting the years until I get to go!!!

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