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a bad day!

we all have them don't we? ours started out really not so bad...everyone slept in a little. we had a late breakfast. kiddos cleaned their bedrooms, well, i might add, and played while i cleaned house.

for whatever reason cleaning my house today put me in a bad mood and i can't get out of it. now...to be honest i shouldn't call it a bad mood. maybe more of a "i've had it" kind of mood. i realized while i was cleaning that we have a lot of junk. just odd toys we have that i find around the house. stacks of things sitting around - hubby is saying amen to that! clutter - i'm not in to knick-knacks!

anyways - i want to gut it all and start over. i did talk the kids into sending a few more games to the garage sale closet. but i want to take a giant trash can and throw it out! i want to organize. i want to have money to buy all sorts of cute organization things and have fun! but alas....not in my near future.

i decided to get out of the house to get away from my mood. my dad wanted me to pick their green beans so off we went. it helped. alittle.

oh well - someday, i will take a trash bag and go through this house. probably when i'm alone, for a long time - sometime in the far far future!!!!!! for now - i'm okay again.

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the pastor's wife said…
i am sooooo with you, sweet sister in law! i need to attack my basement in the WORST way. i can't wait til it's finished down there with closets and things like that. it would help so much. why does eating healthy and staying organized have to cost so much money???!!!
July 15, 2008 at 9:48 PM
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