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on friday, princess had her preschool graduation. she only graduated from the 3/4 class to the prek class but still a huge deal in our little world.

tonight, mapboy has his school music program. this is the first one of his school career. it is for all of the k-2nd grade. he will be singing several songs with an animal theme of some kind. this should be a big moment as well, and it is....but here's my confession: the finals of american idol are on tonight! so all day long i've been thinking "will we make it home on time? why won't our recorder record anymore? who can i call to record it for me? when will i get to watch it?"

sad isn't it? while my little boy is so excited to perform for his friends and family i'm stressed about american idol!! what does that say about me??? well, amazing race is over, survivor is over, this is the final week of american idol....what will i watch next - and geez, i am really pathetic!!!

what can i say? at the end of the day i love a good reality show. that reality always seems much more exciting than mine. i do think i'm living a bit more reality though.

and yes, tonights performance at our elementary school will be the great reality show that i most definitely do not want to miss. and rest assured, i will find a solution to my american idol dilema!

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Natalie said…
That's so funny because that's exactly my dilemna for tonight. In fact, Say Anything just said this morning that she can't believe I scheduled this coffeehouse the night of the American Idol finals!!!! So, don't worry, we are all pathetic. But my DVR is definitely set to catch all the action. Go Jordin!!!
May 22, 2007 at 1:56 PM
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